alyssadarkangel

so its sunday today. so far my vacation is not really what i thought it would be. everyone is going on vacation(duh!). my friend Ishang went to their province with her family for the holy week which made this week a little more boring. i wanted to visit grandma like for two days or so but my mom is "too" busy going to her no good boyfriend's house. she is there all day and goes home just to take a bath. she even brings her boyfriend's niece which she always compare me to. "you look like her when you were just a kid." AARRGGGHHH!! im sick of it. im sick of always whining about how my family sucks and how i want us to function as a family. im sure my friends are sick of hearing that too. sometimes i just feel that i want to give up. no one seems to care anyway but i wont. im still hoping theres a bright future to all of this(corny eh?).
okay so moving on(i think you've had enough of my "emo" moment). me and my friends made these music videos, we were basically just jumping around and rocking out with a pen/hairbrush as a mic and a broom as a guitar, as a result of boredom, i hope i could post those soon.
i wish i had a really really nice camera, with 10 or 11 megapixels or something so i could just record all of this. and i want to be an internet star, for the moment,not like chris crocker(who is known for his "leave britney alone!" breakdown) but like AmazingPhil on youtube. his videos are awesome! i love it! and because of him, im learning how to speak in a british accent, i dunno im crazy.     
so, i guess that's enough for my update. i'll be going to update some more throughout the summer so watch out for that.
hope you'll have a good vacation. be sure to share your stories to me, i'd love to hear them.
xoxo